Actually I love writing something. I wanted to be a novelist, especially in Science Fiction area. I liked to imagine some unrealistic things since I was a kid. So writing a diary wouldn't be hard but It feel like writing this in English, that's not easy.
Anyway today it was 2nd day of this term. Whenever I go to the campus, I feel like I become younger like those walking on the campus.
I bet I'm definitely younger than others in my age in terms of appearance or thoughts. But I'm still in my 30s. This is my last term and I'm gonna graduate this year and get a visa and try to get a job. That's all. What I have to do is clear, how I have to do is blurry. I don't want to be skeptical or depress but sometime I should face the situation directly. On my way home and when I was in the class room, I saw the beautiful view through the window. It's crystal clear and blue sky and twinkle lake and the island that I could see across the lake. I wish I could walk around the lake with Hany.
For now, I feel good, I feel like I can get through anything but I am not so sure when that time has come I can manage to get over it without Hany.
